Not Much School lately...

And less to come!

Today I over sleept since my stupid mobil keeps droping its batteri it had the wrong time and my alarm didn't go off!
So at the moo I'm home trying to start my history paper on the IRA so I can had it in today! It feels like I'v not been in school that much lately. Partialy this is due to that we've had a bunch of study or half days and at the moo I don't have any swedish lessons, but I've also been missing the odd lesson here and there which kinda sucks. I should really make more off an effort!
But as I said I'll have even less school in the coming period. Tomorrow we are going to Lithuania and won't be back till on tuesday afternoon so thats 3 days we miss and then we're off on the wednesday! So next week I only have 2 days off school and fridays are really short in themselves, and this week we had 2 1/2 days but I'm missing half of today so only 2 for me!
It's crazy.

Dad sent me and email yesterday from Vietnam so now atleast I don't have to woory about them being dead. They are having a great time ofcourse but I don't think its too much to ask for that they send a text now and then to let me know they are alive.

Well, anyhow yesterday I had another driving lesson. I passed my theory test last thursday and I've booked to do the risk driving on wednesday, so yesterday we booked my driving test for the 26th of Feb which is great! I just really hope I pass first time around because I can't be asked to spend more money on all this! Well fingers crossed hopefully I'll be fine!

Well I really must get back to my essay!
See you soon!

First Uni Offer

I promised a new post and here goes.
Spoke to my sister the other day when she was in London seeing our aunt Zoe and staying with uncle Mike! She seemed to have had a great weekend in London and to, in general, be enjoying the UK a lot! While on the topic of the UK, I just got my first reply from UCAS. Manchester has offered me a conditional spot studying Management! I still think I'd prefer going to Les Roches ( a hospitality management school in Switzerland for those not following) but Manchester is my first hand choice in the UK. The offer is conditional but I think I already have the grades they are asking for! So now I don't have to worry too much, at least my back up is safe!

Today we had the day off so I went into town and got the results for my TBC test,I'm negative. I also bought some new dance clothes, which was fun. My friend Anna and I have just started dancing ballet! We had our 3rd lesson today and I'm truly enjoying it!

Tomorrow we have a half day so I'm going to finish my history essay and go driving with mum. And on friday it's off to Lithuania! Two girls in my class are organising this combined history and class trip as their project work! So on Friday 20 of us are flying to Riga and taking a buss from there to Vilnius! It's a really fun bunch of people that are going so I think it'll be great!

Now I better get off to bed! Goodnight

Mashpotato John

What better way to spend a lunch break? Here we see Hanna Ericksson's famous portrait of John. Now I'm off to have social class. More on uni, and other topics later this week. See you

Pluggar exegetik på KB

Sitter och forskar i gamla bibel utgåvor. Ska skriva ett arbete om teologisk tolkning. Det tar mycket tid men är, som tur är, jättespännande! Så gott som allt material på ämnet finns på Kungliga Biblioteket, vilket tyvär gör det lite svår åtkomligt. Men det gör också att när jag ska plugga får sitta i lugn och ro i stockholms coolaste bibliotek istället för i skolans dammiga datasal. Nej, nu ska jag läsa vidare. Ikväll blir det THE DARJEELING LIMITED på Victoria med mamma, får hoppas att den är lika bra som den verkar.

Kärlek

Fikar med familjen innan vi skiljs för en tid.

Soon christmas time

As usual it's been a long time since my last post, and as usual I intend to improve! The last couple of weeks have been extremelly bissy, but now its soon Christmas break! So the next couple of days are hopefully gonna be fun. Tomorrow it's the last leader meeting this term, and on thursday we end school! At the moment I don't have plans for thursday, oh sorry just saw that channel 5 are showing Magnus Betnérs stand up show "Ingenting är heligt"! He is one of my absolut favorite people, what a coinsidence!

On friday I have a driving lesson before working. Then after work I'm going to TGI Friday's for my 6th grade class reunion! Should be interesting, I haven't meet most of them for ages! 6th grade reunion, haha it makes me sound anchient! Well I#m working saturday too and then on sunday Anna is coming from NY!!!

She's been studying in the big apple at Columbia since September so as you may guess I can't wait too se her! I've missed her loads and it'll be great to have her here over Christmas and New Years!

I'll be getting back shortly to fill you in further on what I've been up to since my last depressing post.
Love Hannah

Hur ska jag överleva?

Idag så bröt min värld ihop.
Det är inte första gången, förr så hände detta typ var tredje fjärde månad men nu var det ett tag sen och jag hade väl hoppats att jag hade växt ifrån det här med att inte klara av sitt egna liv.

Men nu så var det dags igen, och så här illa har det inte vart på flera år. Huvudvärk, trötthet, depression och den ekande ensamheten känner jag igen men nu så har jag även ont i magen och mår illa.

Det var inte tills idag jag kopplade ihop att jag inte kunnat äta utan att må illa på typ 4 dar, med att jag varit så jäkla stressad sista veckorna. På sätt och vis är det skönt att inse detta så att jag kan försöka göra nått åt det men det skrämmer mig även att på nått sätt börja inse hur långt jag låtit det gå.

Det är otroligt obehagligt att inse att man inte klarar av att handskas med sitt egna liv.

Jag får ju jämt höra att jag gör för mycket, tar på mig för mycket, och borde stressa mindre men hur faan ska jag lyckas med det? Jag vet liksom inte hur jag ska göra. Först så vill jag inte ta bort fler roliga saker snart är det bara skol arbete kvar! Sen så vet jag ju själv, även om det är läskigt att erkänna att problemet ligger mycket djupare än så.

Mitt första mål är att överleva imorgon.
Sen så ska jag försöka strukturera lite och delegera så mycket jag kan för att klara mig ur det här. Om det nu lyckas så får vi höras om steg 3.

Hur faan lyckas jag?